I will not give up !

I feel a little misfit in this frame i have chosen for me. 

Its too big and I feel rather small in it.

The depth of my knowledge is a little shallow still.

But the good news is I am young.

and I have the time to struggle and strive

Till no frame is too big for me.

[I found the picture by google search and I love it :) ]

Have a relaxing weekend !!

With a summer school coming up next month and two conferences lined up after that, there is very little besides work that I have on my mind. The summer school is on Modular Representation Theory and in preparation for it,  we (me and another participant from my institute) have decided to complete a considerable portion of J. L. Alperin's book on Local Representation Theory and parts of  J. P. Serre's book on Linear Representations of Finite Groups.

Well,  in case you are reading this post,  you might be wondering why I am blogging about my work plans in such details....... The reason is that printed words inspire me a lot... and earlier whenever I have blogged about my weekend plans, just to keep up with my words, I have struggled really hard to accomplish my goals. so I am hoping that by blogging a bit about my work plans I will be able to drive myself into doing all that needs to be done !!

Hope you are all doing great at your work front and achieving all your goals... Have a relaxing weekend so that you are well prepared to dive into work on Monday ! Math and movies relax me a lot... so to relax myself i have booked myself for  a Saturday-matinee and for the rest of the weekend i have committed myself to math !!

so much from me... good-bye,

take care and tell me what you are up to if you have some time to spare....

[image: “Woman reading in a Garden” by Mary Cassatt ]

it dawned on me after all.....

there isn't much motion in sophistication...
    it is the road that leads to stagnation
            and renders boredom at free discretion.

..... So i decided to plunge into field work....
      set my hands on dirty grounds,
      walk through muddy waters...
      immerse and enjoy whole-heartedly
            the dirt and filth of counting and calculating the numbers..
      understand the structures of the theories laid,
      learn immensely and thoroughly through my experience of first-hand-aid....

                  then  blissfully rest when all is set
                               and take a deep breath..........  hhaa..hhh !!

[image via weheartit]

While I wait.....

[image by google search]

The call for speed is threatening the bid for posterity.

"What do I do ......"

Produce right away or wait for perfection to evolve..

Quality over quantity they say...

yet quantity eases evaluation -- and

quality awaits the beautiful mind..

The dilemma persists... so does my restlessness

What do I do ???

Darn the judgement I say....

I choose you, - Posterity ! I shall stand by you !

I wish to contribute, a real contribution --

make a difference... like they did

I wish to evolve I say !!