Sad stories make me cry....

I have a curious affinity for every detail that is not my own ..

    specially those parts in their  stories that involve pain..

                           ... very often i tend to internalize their concerns, their worries, their pains

                           and eventually without ever realizing make them a part of my own tale...

            loose my smiles, my sleep, my peace of mind over them

                   and end up feeling hopeless, dismayed, scattered, displaced and hurt ....

         i hate this confused complication, this lose of sleep, loss of mind ..

i hate the way they make me feel....

           for the worst part of all this involvement, this concern,-   

             ...        is the underlying knowledge that  i can't help... i can only cry.....

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