The awkwardness....

I feel extremely awkward telling anyone the meaning of my name...
For once and for all let me tell you that  in my mother tongue, the meaning of my name is  " the one with a beautiful frame"....

Please do not ever ask me to repeat it again...

    ..... for the truth is that it does not suit me very well.   and each time i introduce myself i feel awkward...  i feel like i am mocking myself and ridiculing the duo of me and my name ..

          to make matters worse, friends have shortened it further... and whatever they call me translates to simply "bod" or "form "....

isn't that awkward ??  a terribly awkward name ??

in foreign domains i am happy. they do not understand what they call me... that is a relief...

but where ever i am i do not like my name ....

If I could-  then  I would have them call me April or March or something such...

      but they did not bother to ask ...
      and so I have to live by whatever they call me and remain to be just a "form" !!